I was in a hospital having a procedure done. I was very depressed and didn't know why. I was in a room and a church member walked in to tell me something. She had a piece of paper in her hand. She left the door open and I was in view of a large number of our church congregation. I got very angry and yelled at her to leave.
I was then at a party, lying on a couch very upset. Another church member walked up to comfort me. I then remembered that I had lost a baby. That is why I was in the hospital. The child had died of a hereditary disease, but it was passed from sibling to sibling not from the parents. I then remembered reading a very detailed report on the cause of death and the deformities of this baby.
The meaning of this dream that God has revealed so far:
I prayed for awhile after this dream to know the meaning because it disturbed me so much. God said that this was a spiritual baby. As Christians we are not doing our job in producing healthy off spring or disciples. They are born deformed or still born. They are not capable of walking on their own. We pray for them to get saved and set them loose. We don't take the time to love and disciple people and show them the way.
The reason why the disease is hereditary, but not passed from the parents is that God is the perfect parent, He is not capable of producing anything but perfect, whole off-spring. We on the other hand are His children but we pass our deformities, our insecurities, our sin onto the people we try to bring to know Jesus.
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I didn't know you had a blog. I pray that God will reveal the meaning of these dreams. I read the dream where you were protecting the sick boy and it gave me goosebumps. Can't wait to see you guys tomorrow night.
Love ya!
Nicky,
I am looking forward to seeing you guys too.
Thanks for reading. I just felt I needed an outlet for all of this.
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